Monday, October 27, 2008

The Longest Week Ever....

Well, yesterday hubby called and left a message to his sister to let her know that he would be in TX next week and that he was going to pick her and the baby's dad so they could go eat something and talk. They didn't call back, so we don't know what's going to happen. I have to say that this couple of nights have been very hard on me. I am having problems getting some sleep, so I feel exhausted through out the day. I feel like I can't function any more. I am just so nervous. I told the husband last night that I feel like I have a hole in my chest, because that's how it feels like. It's a horrible sensation. I just hope this week goes by fast and we can have an idea of what's going to happen and when is going to happen.
We have got several invitations for Thanksgiving's dinner, we are thinking that baby E will be here by then. That would be great. I love my job and I love my students but I am looking forward for some time off work and spending time with the hubby and baby E. I think we need to stay home and bond with her for a few weeks.
Wow, can you believe that in only 59 more days it will be Christmas??? I can't wait. This either will be the happiest Xmas for us or the saddest. We are hoping for the Best Xmas. We have been adding things to baby E Xmas list. We've added a little table with two little chairs, a pretend kitchen, a toy called little town and we are still looking for a tea set appropriate for her age and a lot more to come. I want to go shopping for winter clothes for her; but since we already have a few, we want to wait until we know for sure the day she is coming home.
I've been calling our Social Worker today to find out about our fingerprints and the reference letters; but she hasn't call me back. I hope she can schedule our visit for next week. That's all we need for the placement. I can't believe we are almost there!!!!

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