Even though things are looking really good for us, I can help but feel scared. I feel down and nervous. A part of me remains sad and hopeless, why? Is this normal? The husband got his plane ticket today to see the baby. He will be meeting with his sister and the baby's dad. I've been so stressed out, making sure everything goes perfect. He is going to have an hour visitation with the baby and I am thinking about the things I'll be sending with him, so she can play and have little snacks. I want to go so bad, but need to save that money because in less than a month the two of us have to fly to TX again. I feel so sad that I am not going to get to see her this time. I've been moody and sad today. I should feel happy right? Is the first time the husband is going to meet the baby. I am sure they'll do fine. The Hubby is also going to meet with the social worker, the parents and CASA. I hope only good things happen while he is over there.
We'll have to wait and see...that's only a week away from today.
Today I got a phone call from the Foster/Adoption agency and they have scheduled our appointment with us three days before the hearing in Texas. Wow, It seems like we'll have a very busy month of November. I also have my CPR/First Aid training the 1st of November and hubby has to get his as soon as he gets back. I am working on a positive attitude so I can have a great weekend with the husband, I haven't seen him in two weeks.
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