Happy Halloween

I am posting today because I am sure I won't be able to post tomorrow. Yes, tomorrow is Halloween. I've been thinking a lot about baby E. Wondering if she is going to dress up, wondering if she is going to have a good Halloween. I am going to sound like "the Grinch" of Halloween; but I have decided, I am not even going to hand out candy this year. The husband is gone, and I am just not in the mood to do anything. Tomorrow is the meeting between the parents and my hubs. I've been praying for everything to go well. We haven't heard anything anything about the baby; since CASA couldn't be there for the last visitation day. DH is requesting a bonding visitation without the bio parents, he feels we would feel more comfortable if they're not around. If they do approve it, that would mean dh would spend two hours with baby E. I am also praying for that. I am looking forward for tomorrow to see my students dressed up, they were so happy today, sharing with each other what they were going to be for Halloween. I was not going to dress up; but I can't do that to them. They have been asking me if I am dressing up since last month. Today I went to Walmart and got them some snacks and some Halloween treats...its kind of hard to find treats for 90 kids... But I am sure they'll love it.
Gosh, can't wait for tomorrow!!! Can't wait to find out the parents decision tomorrow. For some reason that pain in my chest is gone, I guess I feel more confident now. I know that the parents haven't shown any progress in this last month. I thought since the court day is getting closer they were going to try everything possible to get the baby back, I guess I was wrong.
If they don't make a decision while dh is over there, we'll have to wait too see what the judge says.