Well, today as I posted before was the family meeting. In this meeting they were going to talk about the progress of the biological parents towards their case plan. This meeting took place in Texas at 2pm. Today, I woke up early, I told myself I was going to be in a better mood and I was going to try very hard to have a good day. I was successful in that. I had a great day at work. I had a time with my students and time went by very fast. I was supposed to get off at noon; but I decided to stay a little extra working math with my kiddos. When I got off, I felt awful because I couldn't say good luck to the hubs before he went to that meeting. While I was driving home, I was telling myself that no matter what happened today I wasn't going to give up, since we still have a court day to go to and things could change. I came home and started to feel anxious, sweaty, and shaky. I know the meeting was on and I wasn't there to know what was going on. I kept checking my phone and nothing.... and at exactly 1:53pm I received the phone call from the CASA worker. I swear my heart stopped when I saw that TX number. As soon as I heard her voice I knew they were good news. Her words were: " Have you spoke to your husband?" I told her no, he hasn't called yet, then she told me: It looks like you are going to have a baby in your home very soon" I was shocked when she told me that. I think It took me a few seconds before I could say a word. Wow!!! this is finally happening. I have pray for this every single night. I have dream about this every night. I cried so much; but those tears were different. They were happy tears. I don't even remember when was the last time I cried because I was happy. I shared the news with my parents and they cried with me. It is an amazing feeling! Dh met baby E. for the first time today and he is so happy. I wish I could see his face right now. The way he talks about her, the way he described her, was priceless...In 15 more days I'll get to see our little princess and in 20 days she will be home with us. I still feel like I am dreaming.
Tomorrow dh will spend two hours with baby E. He has been asking a lot of questions about her and I am really pleased with the way he is handling things over there. He is soo ready to be a daddy. Our dream is finally coming true, We are going to be parents.
Monday, November 3, 2008
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